im gonna love you through it

When you’re weak, I’ll be strong
When you let go, I’ll hold on
When you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death,
Like you can’t take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it

Im gonna love you through it.

ya know what-its gonna be ok.  <-That line right there is simple yet powerful.  It says that you hear me and you understand but you are keeping your head up when I cant manage to look straight.  When I cant manage to sleep or get out of my car--you are there supporting my daily functioning.  

"thats what my love is for--Im here to take care of you and look out for you.  You spend so much worrying about others--im here to worry about you"

Those words spoke to me by the greatest man in the world-my husband.  My rock, my savior and my heart.  Even with thousands of miles between us he still manages to hold my heart in the palm of his hand.  

Would you walk to the edge of the ocean
Just to fill my jar with sand
Just in case I get the notion
To let it run through my hand.

Everyone needs someone like that.  And when all else fails, we also need our own yaya sisterhood.  Our own Goonies...once a goonie always a goonie.  People grow and people change but once you are in-you are in for life.  People that come into your life and stay.  People that would drive out of their way to make you get it together.  People that dont want you by yourself when you are sad---People that show up at your house, make you get dressed, and venture out into the day.  People that make you mad and crazy but you know that you would fall apart without their glue.  People that DO judge you--people that tell you the truth.  People that will let you drink two bottles of wine even though they know youll pay for it in the morning cause at that moment it makes you feel better. People that tell you when you are being a pain in the ass--even when it means you get mad because ya know what??  youll wake up in the morning and still love them..and still wanna call them and talk to them..

Those are the people that you keep around.  Those are the people that you better never forget to tell how much they mean to you and how impacting their presence is in your life.   

Whoever has been praying for me much have a direct line to the big man and to that person I thank you---no I owe you...