long time in the making...

Dear Eric Church and Keith Urban,

For some reason, unbeknownst to me completely, hearing you play on the ACMs has me missing home.  And has me missing my heart. And my family. And my friends...and everything else great about the South.  Why?  I am not sure--I have been thinking about it for at least 10 minutes now and I cant seem to put my finger on it.  

:/

It has also been brought to my attention that it has been nearly two months since writing in here...my appologies.  I have clicked to open this up and write a little something a few time but always change my mind at the last minute.  

I think that spring time is having the adverse affect on me.  I find myself being a little more down with the sunshine and melting show and beautiful days.  At least when it was gross outside I felt justified about staying in and not really getting outside and doing stuff.  Now there really is no excuse.  And what makes it worse is that it is soooo nice outside and I know that if my love was home we would be out ALL DAY doing stuff, finding something to get into, or something to see.  But instead, its just me.  Just me watching Matthew ride his bike in the driveway--by himself just longing for his daddy to be there.

BAH...enough of the pitty party.  Mr. Church and Mr. Urban if you could refrain from bringing tears to my eyes simply by playing the guitar that would be great.  I have 6 months left and I need to stay strong!