Tis the Season

to be jolly?? or to be depressed and sad cause its only light 5 hours a day here??  hmmph.

It is easy though to get into the feeling of the holidays with the abundance of snow on the ground--contributing to my first WHITE christmas ever!  And I have lived in some "snowy" places-but this will be the first time that there has been enough snow to be considered a white christmas-and that I am thankful and excited about!

 

this is a picture that I found online but I SWEAR this is real life for me--I live in those post cards that you druel over at the store!  no joke!  The calendar pictures that you see and think "no way this can be real " or "good photoshop job on the mountains and snow".  Yeah its real-and yeah its just as beautiful as you could imagine. 

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As far as the rest of life goes--well its going.  Matthew is continuing to rule the roost with his three year old antics and bossy behavior while I debate whether or not I should set my dog free into the wilderness-since he isnt impressed with humans and their sacrifice for him.  prozac prozac prozac.  

I feel sometimes that my job is a dead end.  I feel that its like renting a house--I am throwing this time and money into other's investments while doing nothing but killing time for myself.  Which, I guess I am.  I am waiting to graduate in the Spring and get the hell outta there!!!  The only positive and great thing about this place is that I have had the oppertunity to meet some AMAZING people and for that I am grateful!

And on the topic of friends...have you ever had a friend that you just wanna shake and shake and shake until you cant shake them anymore?  and you wanna say "get a grip--shut the fuck up"?? and "I'm tired if hearing you bitch and moan"??  and you wanna wake up the next morning and both of you just forget that you did it so you can continue on in your relationship like it was before?? no you haven't? yeah me either ;)